Handmaster's BloG

2005-10-12T19:42:00.000+13:00

what the...si beh soi..kena tagged!! i din plan to update anymore..anyway..

7 things i plan to do before i die
1) sex,sex,sex
2) get rich
3) marry a real hot babe
4) get a real hot daughter
5) travel around the world
6) last and not least, get laid..till im bored

7 things i could do
1) run
2) talk
3) play badminton
4) soccer
5) kiss
6)eat
7) sex!!!

7 celebrity cruches
1) sarah michele gellar
2) jessica alba
3) jennifer aniston
4) kristin kreuk
5) erm..the gilmore girls ( young one)
6) sharapova
7) tatu!!!!

7 often repeated words
1) what the
2) halo
3) hahahaha
4) f***
5) oi
6) chian da
7) fine, thank you

7 traits i look for in a opposite sex
1) looks
2) eyes
3) lips
4) cheeks
5) personality
6) bums
7) height

snoooooooooooow!!

2005-09-19T19:30:00.000+12:00

I lay on my bed having just woke up. Looked at the clock beside me..7.00 am it says..today's gonna be a real cold day, i thought to myself as i felt the cold chill i was feeling then, and my mum is supposedly going back today....10 mins later...my mum burst into my room.."oh no!! i tot, i have to help her pack her stuff" ..but then she just called me up...and said.."its SNOWING!!!" ..during spring time!!!!
so yea.it was pretty cool...went to school.....and had assembly. We were actually gutted because other schools had closed. Hal way through assembly, the principal came up and said..."i have bad news for u guys, the school is closed!!"
woo hoo!! ahaha....my first time in snow!! ahaha...a little sakai..but eya..better late than never..its so freezing too!!! i have pics comin up..i hope..=)
snow snow snow....
Ps. my mum's flight got delayed till tmrw..........dono whether that's gud o bad..=-þ

too fast...

2005-09-08T19:40:00.000+12:00

This year has just gone by real fast...so many tings been happening this year that there are some i still cant believe has happened...and some i wished never did... there is only 8 more weeks including this till i leave my high school and go on to Uni. 4 more weeks till exams...and i haven started studying yet.just like what happened last year during SPM...
Just for ur info..ill go back on the 15th of december!! =) i cant wait to go back...i wanna eat char kueh, kueh tiaw..i wanna go sarawak club eat butter prawns, yam basket, four seasons......all those shit...and kolo mee..kam pua...kiau...roti canai....erm erm erm...ahaha..=þ bwek

spring

2005-09-01T19:17:00.000+12:00

First day of spring!!! finally winter is over!!! muahaha....day was perfect!! not cold..a litle bit hot..but compared to that of malaysia..then tis is the ideal weather to have!! real awesome day!! been like this for a few days now..and oh!! its just so nice not to be cold..

pics of formal..

2005-08-30T18:41:00.000+12:00

formal..

2005-08-28T16:06:00.000+12:00

Last night i had my school's formal..and also my first..my first time to a formal, and my first time in a suit. haha...felt veru uncomfortable at first with the suit and also the tie..but got better as the day went by...
The formal started at 8 pm....and we got there at bout the right time..the night was freezing(-3 degrees) !!! the event was held in a 5 star hotel..well..the formal was alright..the only thing u can do is dance..or sit down and talk and eat..that's all!! ended at about 12 midnight..went to a hill with my friends...it was a real beautiful scenery...went up there for about 2 hours..then got hungry and went to look for restaurants opened..but failed to find any so ended up in a 24 hour supermarket to buy some packet mi and headed straight off to a friend's home to eat..got back home at 530 am...slept for about 3 hours..then had to wake up to go church.....

isn't it true?

2005-08-25T22:35:00.000+12:00

most of us just wants to be better than our friends in no matter what. Isn't it true? Try recalling any moment when someone told you that so and so won a bet worthed 5 dollars...and then upon hearing it you go.." oh..i've wont a bet worth 10 dollars before.." and you ramble all bout it...
and if that isnt bad enough...you need to be worse than ur friends too. Someone comes along telling you that person A has a slight fever and has been admitted to the hospital. Immediately u start ranting all bout how you once had high fever, or malaria, or whatever shit story you ever came up with.
Isnt't it true? Can't we just shut up and let our friends take the glory and pride for once?!?!

weekends

2005-08-21T22:10:00.000+12:00

weekends is finally here...and gone..just liek that...sorry for not updating the whole of last week i tink...becoz im real busy now ...lots of assignments to do...tests to come..next week i have calculus test..and u noe wht? i forgot to bring the book home from school!!! aaaaahhH!! as a matter of fact..ive lost it..hopefully someone will be honest and return the book to the teacher..since i have my name on it...just came back from badminton and my whole hand is aching

2005-08-13T22:34:00.000+12:00

"being the best that you can be is possible only if your desire to be a champion is greater than your fear of failure."

hppy bday!

2005-08-10T22:31:00.000+12:00

Happy belated birthday to En Thein...
couldn't really blog yesterday course of the time factor...but yea...Juts wanna say happy birthday to my foochow sister!! ahaha..=) take care ya? mine' s still like 2 months away....dono gud or bad..ehehe

easy

2005-08-07T21:55:00.000+12:00

Another weekend spent playin badminton competition..another successful competition. My school are champions for our qualifying zone to the nationals so ya...wellington, HERE WE COME!!!! ahhaha..that would be a long logn way away..sigh!!! =( its like 1st week of the holidays..which is maybe end of september? october?
Anyway, that would most probably be my last tournament liao lor..don't think there is any chance of us winning something there..but i just wan to go for the xperience..and some erm..lookin around..=)

going off

2005-08-05T22:24:00.000+12:00

Tomorrow i'll be leaving to a place called 'hokatiki" i think..ahaha...barely can remember what the place is called again..as my previous post said..its for another badminton comp...man..the gud ting here is that if ur gud at smtg(sports) ...u can have sooo many tournaments to look forward to..not saying that im good in badminton..im just average..but man..the majority badminton players here are just shit...ahaha..so yea..cool for me too...of course it aint cool if i have to fork out about 100 everytime i go to a tournament..shit

wallet

2005-08-04T20:13:00.000+12:00

kc: man!! i don suck!! u suck!! ahaha....
i have no idea when i lost my wallet. No idea at all!! no bloody idea...i dono whether i dropped it, or it was pickpoketed...wht i left inside were some cash, and some id cards...farout...sigh=(
i don intend to buy another wallet anymore..ill just bring how much cash i want on that day and tat's it,...

...

2005-08-03T22:11:00.000+12:00

"When you're not practising, remember that someone somewhere is practising, and when you meet him he will win" .

Man...i lost my bloody wallet..shit....

sat

2005-08-02T22:33:00.000+12:00

Im sure you all still remember about my last badminton competition. That was the individuals south island championships. However, all is not over yet. This saturday my school team will be going somewhere again(i have no idea what the hell that place is called) to compete in the south island school championships!! ahaha...stayin there for 2 days one ngiht..my school is the favourite though..should be easy though..=)
The winner of that will then go to wellington, which if unknown to u, is the capital of New Zealand. That will like cost me about 300 to 400 dollars!! wtf!?!!?!!?! tat's for the school competition. I intend to go to wellington for the nationals too for the individuals, which will cost me the same amount of money...wtf!!!!!! aaahhh..all my hours of work is now gone!! so far i haven even have enough money yet!! short of 100 dollars!!!
this sucks

=þ

2005-07-30T21:33:00.000+12:00

"Live with men as if God saw you, and talk to God as if men were listening."

=)

2005-07-29T23:41:00.000+12:00

"Failure is not failure to meet your goal. Real failure is failure to reach as high as you possibly can."

sheeeetttt

2005-07-27T20:10:00.000+12:00

I did not plan to post anything bout the competition here, but since benita wants to know what happened, i'll just write it down here ay? =)
Me and my partner and another guy went down there using a bus on friday morning at about 7am. Got there about am......12 pm. Once arrived there, we went looking for our motel but we got lost and reached our destination after like an hour or so!! That stupid place don't have any freaking number on their buildings, and so we walked the wrong way till the end of the road. After checking in, we just rest and walked bout the town. It's quite a small town, bout an hours walk around.
Next day,i coudn't sleep course of all the excitement gathering in me and only managed bout 5 hours sleep. Tournament started at 9 am, and ended at 9 pm. WTF!!! i had to play 12 hours of badminton...whoever in the world would have a tournament completed in one day!??!?!?!
So then, i got a gold and a silver. Gold in doubles and silver of course in singles. The day did not started out well for me with a lost in themixed doubles. My fuckin draw for singles was real fucked up, because ALL the best players were in my half of the draw. I was so fucking exhausted by the end of the semis.
My opponent in the final had bout an hours rest whereas i only got 5 mins after my doubles final. Anyway, yea....a gold and a silver tai jie..ehehe...proud? im disappointed..but hey..better than ntg!! +)

2005-07-21T20:25:00.000+12:00

I won't be able to blog for the next two days due to a badminton competition i entered. It is like about 4 hours drive from chirstchurch and i'll be stayin there for 3 days and 2 nights..=)

"Great occasions do not make heroes or cowards; they simply unveil them to the eyes of men. Silently and imperceptibly, as we wake or sleep, we grow strong or weak; and at last some crisis shows what we have become."

quote

2005-07-20T22:05:00.000+12:00

since i am so lazy to post anything for now, ill put in quotes everyday to ponder.

"Turn your wounds into wisdom. You will be wounded many times in your life. You'll make mistakes. Some will call them failures, but i have learned that failure is really God's way of saying ," Excuse me, you're moving in the wrong direction."

Prince William

2005-07-16T13:32:00.000+12:00

Prince William came to chirstchurch just the other day!! It was because Prince William is a big rugby fan and he came over to watch the All Blacks against the Lions. These are just a few pics from my friend(He went to their school)....if any of you want more just let me know and il send it to you...as a guy..i would admit that he is pretty gud looking ay? aaha..=)

busy

2005-07-15T11:16:00.000+12:00

what a sucky holiday this is. So far this has been my worst ever holiday in my life!! so many things have been happening recently. I have work everyday of the holidays from 2 till 630 ..after that im just so tired that i cant posibly do antyhing else but rest.
Other than that there are just some other outside things that happened which isn't really important. Oh yea..btw..to those from kuching..i MIGHT NOT be going back to kch at the end of the year!! sorry guys!! i might be staying here and conitnue working..or maybe go some place else with my parents i suppose!! but anyway...do keep in touch guys!! ahah..=)

fuck it

2005-07-12T19:31:00.000+12:00

See I dont, know why, I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know that I feel

[chorus:]
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you ho, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you ho, I dont want you back

[verse 2:]
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another hag, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you ho, I dont want you back

Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah

Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but I do admit im sad
It hurt real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a ho

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you ho, I dont want you back

hols

2005-07-10T22:11:00.000+12:00

its hols now and i am a bloody busy and tired guy....shit...work extra hours now..and some other shit......aahhh...all is shit..i am so tired this hols..its gud to finally have some rest every now and then...i dontink ill be updatin this shit anymore...becoz i am just too busy...

2005-07-05T19:16:00.000+12:00

I just found out today that the nationals is during september. I suppose its early september, because the soccer nationals are also around there. This is good news for me as it gives me time for my wrist to recover fuly and also for me to work on my weaknesses again. I'll be going to training by myself soon. Although i don't fancy our chances against the otther schools, but i just want to give my all and hope that results turn our way...i don't want to have any regrets after that.
The weather here is getting so dry! my lip-bum just finished the other day and yesterday my whole lip cracked open. it bled...i couldn't even open my mouth without feeling any pain. Fortunately i bought one from my work place so its much better now...

anticipation

2005-07-04T19:12:00.000+12:00

Have you ever waited for something for a very long time? and keep on waiting even though you think you know the answer to it already but then you just want to know what it is even though you know you would dread knowing it but your whole being wishes that against all odds it turns out to be good?oh well...
My physics seminar is coming up..actually it started today, and lukily i wasn't picked for today because i have not finish completely on my experiment. This is probably the most results i've made up in my entire life in a single experiment. Anyway, i think i'm going to fail for this, but i just have to go up there and talk, and then see what the teacher writes down..sigh..the anticipation o it all...
i sprained my wrist..and now my body is aching..my shoulders..legs..hands..back, every single muscle in me..and now i cant even bend my legs or walk properly..shit

champions!!

2005-07-03T22:23:00.000+12:00

AH,After a half a day's of competition, my school, burnside high school are officialyl the canterbury champions!! the reward of it is that we get to go to wellington for the nationals!! yee har!! wellington is like the capotal city of nz, and it's something like KL, so should be quite fun ay?=)
the only problem now is.....cash!!! the school doesn't provide any cash for us so we have to do some fund raising- which is sausage sizzle!! ehehe..hope that it is a lot so that all all i need to come out is just a bit of cash for myself..looking forward to it.
Next comes the south island age group championships, which is like way harder than what i had today..lookin forward to that as well..ahaha...=)

all blacks

2005-07-02T21:44:00.000+12:00

Now i am watchin rugby. The all blacks against the lions. In case most of you don't know who lions are..lions are practically the UK. Why they send a whole UK team instaed of just england, or ireland, or wales? because england sucks...Ireland sucks, wales is alright..but most importnantly, they have no chance of beating the All blacks.
This is the second game among them already. LAst week they had a game in chirstchurch and they got totally outplayed. This time they post up much more of a fight but still are trailing in half-time due to some incerdible tries from the AB...seriously awesome tries, whereas the Lions keep relying on Jhonny Wilkinson's boots for points but so far he has let them down.
Joel, aahhaa...AB rules ....=) AB is liek the best rugby team in teh world, what is england? They might as well go play soccer than rugby, but of course they can't , because the english soccer team is also rubbish, with a rubbish coach, and rubish captain.

canterbury championships

2005-07-01T23:00:00.000+12:00

This sunday ill be competing in the canterbury badminton championships. Canterbury is like a state or smtg like that. It is a team event, which means that it is my school which is invloved. I am in the a1 team this time for this competition.
It consists surprisingly of only 5 teams. The tournament wil last for only a day, a whole day. The winner of this will go to the nationals, which should be our school. In that event, we have to come up with our own money. For example, havin a sausage sizzle during lunch time. =(
i just had a slight sprain on my wrist and i hope it will be well by sunday.....don't you ever feel that whenever something bad happens to you, everything else will start to fall apart too?

dead

2005-06-29T22:01:00.000+12:00

I just discovered that i am so dead for my physics investigation. You see, we have to create our own investigation and the report of it is due probably around august.BUT!!! we have to do a seminar on our experiment including the results and graphs next week starting on monday...and the thing is i haven't even started a single bit yet.
I tried to start just now but found out that my experiement doesn't really work due to lots of errors and shits...so now...im so dead...most probably ill make up EVERYTHING myself during the seminar.....

the bet

2005-06-27T20:54:00.000+12:00

One day a lady walked into a high-class bank and demanded to speak to president of the bank about opening an account.
"Why in the world would you want to see me consercing opening an account?" asked the president.
"because i have $165,000 now and i feel that it is safer if you were the one who did it instead of those useless workers out there."
Stunned at the amount of money mentioned, the president asked:" where did you get all that money from? How come you have so much money with you right now?!?!"
" I won it in bets around the city,"replied the lady."you see, i earn a living through betting.LEt me give you an example.I'll bet you right here right now $25,000 that your balls are squared,"
"Alright then!!" said the president, thinking that there is no way he would lose.
"Since there is a large sum of money invloved, why don't we wait till tomorrow when i'l bring along my lawyer, just to make it fair and official", the lady said, and the president agreed.
Back home that night, the president started gettin nervous because of the confidence in which the lady had about his balls being squared. so he checked his ball every now and then and much to his relief everytime he found it the shape it meant to be.
The very next day the lady arrived again, this time bringing in a gentleman whom she introduced as her lawyer, there to witnes the whole bettin precedure.
"ok,now i want you to drop your pants and show me your balls."the lady said.
off came the pants and boxers of the president.
"Would you mind if I feel it?"
"Sure, why not?A thing like this that invloves such a large sum of cash should be investigated properly so both sides are well satisfied with the result."replied the president.
So the lady immediately went to touch his balls.At the same moment, the gentleman(lawyer) started to bang his ehad against the wall and cursing loudly.
"What is he doing like that all of a sudden!?!?" asked the bewildered president.
"oh, i had a wee bet with him this morning of $100,000 that i would be holdin the president's balls in my hands," said the lady cheerfully.

have u ever?

2005-06-26T16:32:00.000+12:00

Have you ever met someone who thinks that he/she himself is very good at something when actually he's shit at it? How freakin annoyin is that? is like you wanna slap him untill he wakes up...
well, my badminton team has this stupid kiwi who thinks that he is super god in badminton. He thinks that just because he goes for some pewny training then he is the best in the world or smtg...the sad thing is that he can't realise that he doesn't have any bit of talent in badminton, and yet still wanna show off!!
HE was dropedfrom my team afew times, and each time he comes back complainin to the teacher in charge..but after the teacher also realise that he sucks, she doesnt care bout him anymore..and so who does he go to? who else but his stupid dad...well old man...accept the fact that ur stupid son is a piece of shit and just transfer him to another sport..like erm...stamp collecting?? what that old man actually did was go face to face with the team's captain(my friend) and asked him" why do u leave my son out of the team?" isn't it obvious enough? does he haveto be told right at his face?? "he isnt good enough" my friend replied.....then now we're probably having another trial for the a1 and a2 team..and this time...i have another friend attending it to kick of the kiwi....
sometimes i just can't stand this ignorant people...

cold

2005-06-24T22:24:00.000+12:00

Today has been one freaing cold day. To prove how cold it was, i'll tell you bout what happened to my friend's car. We had a meetin at around 730...till probably around 9.30...so when we went out to drive back home...the whole car boot was covered with what else but ice!!! what the hell!! and it was trully freezing..i kept shivering nonstop..even though i was wearing 3 layers of clothes..and now i cant even feel my fingers while typing this....cold!!!

0-6

2005-06-22T21:20:00.000+12:00

i remember jsut a few post ago there was the score 6-0.However, this time it is the other way round. My team got soundlly trashed by the a1 team today this afternoon. sigh....
well, the good thing is that i wasnt playing, so it sort of means i still am 'unbeaten' myself!! ehehe..but now my team has lost twice in the same number of weeks, but on the birhgt side, we're still not out yet. we still have a very very very slim chance of going through. Now ill just quit the soccer team to concentrate on badminton.
The current competition isnt important, but the next one is the one that counts. The canterbury championships!! =) I'll be looking forward to that. Furthermore, there is also another individual regional competition coming up..i think...so im lookin to take part in that too!!

draw

2005-06-20T22:27:00.000+12:00

As if it couldn't come at a worse possible time, the draw for this wednesday's badminton match is out, and my team is going to beup against the a1 team. sigh...with my hand injured from that minor accident a few days ago, i don't know whether i'll be able to play o not. I tried last sunday but it hurts a lot just holdin the racket.
Another thing is that the venue is not in my school but at some far away place, which means i can't go there because i have work. Tomorrow me and my friend will try to persuade the etacher to change the venue to our school so that i mgiht play. This is a must win game for us, really must win because the table have come out and we're third!! aaahhh!!! bleh...if we lose this we're practicaly out of the final. sigh..... if i do play, ill eb up agaisnt the canterbury under-18 champion.should be a good match for me..=) ehhe

we belong together

2005-06-20T15:13:00.000+12:00

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

hurt...

2005-06-16T20:01:00.000+12:00

Today hasn't been going real well for me. On my way to soccer practise(i was riding a bike), i got knocked down by a car. Maybe it was my fault, or maybe it was his, but i have no idea. I was just cycling as normal, probably having some thoughts on my mind at the same moment, but that's everyone does when cycling rite? so well, like right out of the blue i felt this bang and then all i knew was i was falling down from my bike and also i know that the car was blue colour!! ahha..that's the only thing i know bout the car, anyway, i'm quite alright now, cuts here and there, but not fatal. Lukily i was wearing a helmet, cause i hit my head on the road. =) thnak god..ehehe
now i have gastric, sigh.....first time since back here, and i have no idea why. I was full before i went to soccer, but when playin it sudddenly strucked me.
Had my meninggicocol jab yesterday, so yea, arm's kinda sore now...but that's alright, gettin another one erm...3weeks later. Term holiday is coming up again, 3 more weeks.....

sigh

2005-06-15T22:37:00.000+12:00

A few things have been happening recently, preventing me from bloggin very often, actualyl preventing me from bloggin at all. Im not gonna say wht's been really happening..but yea..remaining hopeful, and thinkin positive=)
well, one of the few gud tings tat actually happened was my badminton team was selected along with the a1 team to join the canterbury badminton championships, which is like the first time an a2 team is goin!! We even had a meeting called by the captain of the a1 team, he somehow admitted that a2 is better than a1 , and he wants to reshuffle the team in order for us to go to nationals, which is the winner of the canterbury championships..=)
anyway, our team suffered outfirst lost in the competition today..sigh...i wasn't playin coz i had to work, and the venue was so far away, so preventing me from goin to it at all..now my team is in 3rd place(only first and second gets to go to the finals)....so im hoping that the a1 team will beat them, and we beat a1..then we shud regain top spot, as we have lost the least sets! =)
goin to zzz now, God is everyting, just ask and it wil be given to u, tat's wht ill rmbr all my life.

suspended

2005-06-14T18:39:00.000+12:00

actually, tghis blog isnt closed completely yet. There are probably a few things more i wanna post, but for now..this is to et....do u remember the time when we saong this song together? Do u remember the times where we shared together? i hope you do now, as i hope that i am able to do it with u again when i go back.......

From the day that I saw you
I knew that we would pursue
Cause the chemistry
We felt that day
Felt so real, and so true
Looking back on a year
We spent together
How it’s been, what
We went through
Although we’ve had our
Little ups and downs
We’ve still pulled through

Baby girl you’re my
World my everything
I wanna lace you with
Diamonds and every ring
Give you everything you
Dream and fantasize
Cause you can tell me
That you love me
Looking in my eyes
You keep it real with me,
I keep it real with you
You keep on loving me,
I’ll keep on loving you
Keep doing what you do,
I feel your whole aura
And I can’t wait to hook up
Again tomorrow baby - what

Chorus

My love for you will never end
You’ll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps
On passing by
You’ll always be my baby boy.
Everytime I look at you,
I can’t believe
I’ve found a love so true (and)
I took my time to put
My trust in you
I must admit it was so hard to do
And every minute that i
Spend with you
You make me believe i
Have nothing to loose and
Deep down I always knew
That you would be mine

Do you believe in destiny
Because I got a funny feeling
This was meant to be
Without you I’d be lost,
I need you next to me
Preferably in the house full
Of luxuries and little kids
>from day one I was sprung,
Knew you was gonna be one
Cause my heart spoke for the
Very first time in a long while
And every time you smile, I can see us walking up the aisle with you
Carrying my child c’mon

Chorus

My love for you will never end
You;ll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps
On passing by
You’ll always be my baby boy

If you were to go, I don’t know
You’re the only one who
Sweeps me off my feet
Makes my soul go weak
The only one who makes
My heart wanna beat and i,
I could never live without you
You know that what I feel
Has to be true
Cause you’re my, my sweet love

Ever since the first time,
That I looked into your eyes
I knew that you were
Gonna be mine
Feeling you from the inside,
When you’re not by my side
You’re the only girl
That’s on my mind
I never knew a love like
This, a love so strong
A vision so picture perfect
It could never be wrong
Along the way, you’re gonna
See you belong with jay
I might have to marry you
One day baby eh..

closed

2005-06-13T18:25:00.000+12:00

this blog is closed.

closing in

2005-06-09T18:51:00.000+12:00

Sorry i haven been bloggin for awhile...was kinda busy with daily tings. Just for your information, i got a new job!! woo hoo!! ahaha..it's in a factory, a pharmacy factory and all i do is unpack stocks which comes into the factory onto the shelves, and probably next week ill start to pack things!! ahaha, like otrders come in and i need to take them and put them into boxes and stuff.
so anyway, that's part of the reason i decided to quit the badminton team, but due to the suppost of my friends, i decided to NOT quit it completely. ahaha....to explain, well, ill only decde to play the BIG matches and not waste my time on the useless cant hold the racket properly guys. so yea, and today was a big match. A huge match, my team agianst RICCARTON A1!! my cousin's team , the team that almost beat burnside a1 last week. Final score? 5-1 to us!!! muahahaha...this is easy man!!! lol....not to be cocky, the team i really wanna meet is burnside a1, and after beating them, the championship is ours!! =) It's a realistic dream, one that would schock Canterbury!! =) imagine that, a2 trashin a1!! ahaha...BUT, it is usual that the champions go join the nationals, and since my school doesn't provide any cahs for us to go, i don't tink i will take part in that and just let the a1 team go....
=)

Loyalty

2005-06-07T13:08:00.000+12:00

I just read in soccernet that Ashley Cole is leaving arsenal for about 20 million to either barcelona or Real Madrid. This has come after David Dein(arsneal's president) rejected cole's offer of a 60,000 pounds a week wage.
For as much as i like cole and wants him to stay in arsenal, this kind of attitude is unacceptable and arsene wenger would be better off selling a.cole and use the moeny to get some other left back, probably del horno or erm........zambrotta?
It is way obvious that A. cole doesn't intend to finish career in arsenal after found guilty of illegally talking to chelsea over a possible transfer. So what he is probably the best left- back in the world? If you have no passion for the club, you might as well just leave. Anyway, we have the up and comin GAil Clichy who is capapbleof replacing cole, as proven on many occasions. So i say that, sell Cole, Ljungberg too who questioned arsenal's ambition, and get someone else in who is much better than that swede. Hell, even figo is way better than him right now.

Winter

2005-06-06T14:30:00.000+12:00

ITs the beginning of the winter season now and it is freezing!! Yesterday we hada soccer match and it was raining heavily!! and to matters worse, it was cold!! super cold!! I couldnt feel my feet as it was numb and myhands were numb too, even though i wore a pair of gloves.
In the end, we won 4-1. Most of us wore the wrong pair of boots so we kept slippin, ahhha...funny scene. =) When i got back imagine what my mom told me. "there is no hot water left!!" i was like !?!?!?!?!?!??!!?! WWWWHHHAAAAATTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!! so anyway, there i was, all dirty and cold, wanting to take a good hot shower, so what a shcok i got. So yea, what can i do but just bath in a freezing cold ice water!! ahaha..an unforgettable experience.
=)

so close but yet so far

2005-06-01T22:43:00.000+12:00

aaah!!!!! As usual we had badminton gaems today!! my match wasn't importnat as it was like man against little girl. My opponent was really crap!! even bev can win, and he's the best in his school!?!? Why the hell would you wanna send such a crappy team and get embaressed?
So anyway, the exciting part was away from my school, at Riccarton, where my cousin was playing, and guess who he's playin against? my hated rivals, the burnside a1 team!! well, unfortunately they lost overall due to the point difference because the final result was 3-3. I have no idea how they lost the second doubles match(riccarton) , theywere leading 9-2 and still lost!! That was really the losing point!!! aaahh!!!
Last year burnside a1 only lost 2 sets in the whole season , and now just 3 games gone, they have lost 4 sets!! ahaha...idiots!! baka!! =)

What's life?!?!

2005-05-30T22:04:00.000+12:00

That's what my friend and I once shouted at my friends, well sort of shouted. You see, at the beginning of the year when the school has just started and we have a lunch time of one hour, guess what a bunch of my friends do every single time? cards....they play big two!!
At first it was fine, i joined in too occasionally, but after a while..don't you get sick of the whole thing? NO!! that's their answer, so one day, me and my friend ouldnt standit anymore and while they were playin the cards, we jumped into the middle of the circle and shouted at them "WHAT'S LIFE!?!?"
ahah...apparently it worked because they started talkin crap about life and stoppde playing cards. Fortunately, this has stopped, but it hasn't really solve the problem now of havin a good activity during lunch time! sigh~~ school is boring, i cant wait to go back to malaysia and meet up with everyone and go to damai, and also to do accomplish some things!! =) ehehe...

Slam Dunk

2005-05-30T13:02:00.000+12:00

Now currently i am watchin the anime 'slam dunk'. I watched a bit of it in back home in kuching but not all of it so now that i have the chance to watch it all with the help of my friend, why not miss the chance? so now i am in the 25th episode and there is about 100 of them.
It's really nice, and if you dono what itis about..its basically bout this basketball team tryin to be national champions but having some probelms along the way. The drawing arent so nice as this is a old anime, but it's still alright..=) The only thing i don't likeis that they take too much time dribbling and thinkin back at the same time, that goes the sameto all anime isn't it? don't you just hate flash back? +) ehehe

biatch

2005-05-28T17:45:00.000+12:00

So yesterday night i was in my room doing my usual things when my sis called me from outside and told me i had a phone call from my school. I wondered who it was, most probably my soccer coach, but when i picked up the receiver it was a woman's voice, so familiar i thought, and quickly it came to my mind - bnadmitnon teacher.
I will not say about the things we talked about as it will egt on my nerves, but to be short, we argued for quite awhile. I argued that a certain kiwi IS NOT QUALIFIED to be in my team(he took my bro's place) and that biatch actually had the nerve to tell me and i quote " i think he is a farily good lpayer and will improve as time goes by...he even plays for a club". WHAT THE FUCK!!! GOOD!??! CLUB!?!?!? Beverly can even fight with him, what can is ay about that kiwi, no fotwork, no stamina, no stregnth, no proper technique, ntg...seriously..ntg at all!! and the hell he plays for a fucking club which i assume now is probably the under-5 team...fuck..just because he is a kiwi...fuck him , and fuck the teacher. This fucker is gonna cost my team the title if my bro isnt back in my team( he's suspended for 3 weeks,not gonna get started on that crap).
p.s sorry for the profanity, i try not to swear so much, but when im pissed, ud know, and i am now.

4-3

2005-05-27T18:25:00.000+12:00

ah...congrats to adrian ng and my sis(liv freaks) on their team's win in the champions league final!!!! ahaha..i did not watch the game but followed the end part of it through soccernet's live commentary thing in school!! ahah...so chun we were in the computer lab doing some stats work and the teacher opened the page out in the projector screeen, but his stopped updating half way through and fortunately my friend knew the password of the internet, so we used it and followed it ourselves.
Seems like an incredible match for me, but luck played a part in it too, and you can't rule out over-confidence, so typical of milan( recalling on how they blew a seemingly impossible lost to depor in the quaters last year). Anyway, well done, and i hope to see 5 teams in the CL next year, anyway, Arsenal is awesome!!! ahah...
"there's always next year" ay adrian? lol.....heard that Gilardino is comin, and also Kameni...ahaha...wow!!!!! Alberto Gilardin0 is awesome!!!! with henry!! OMG!!!

15-11

2005-05-26T17:33:00.000+12:00

wow...had a badminton match just now!! ahah..kinda awesome game. My team won 5-1...that 1 was lost by this idiot kiwi who think he is so freaking good( he got dropped last week and then made a whole lot of commotion to get back his place and at the same time knock my bro off). So anyway, first doubles was pretty easy, but my singles was by far the best game ive had since i came to christchurch. I eventually 15-11, but not before a few scares durin the game. I'm not really used to this kind of match as my other games were so easy and it only took me half way thorugh the game to get my body 'back in shape'.
Good win, looking forward to the next match!! =) Apparently the a1 team people thought that my team is shit, because during the doubles match one of them told the opponent that he will win the singles EASILY!! cis..who's laughin now !! ahaha..=)

cancelled

2005-05-22T17:15:00.000+12:00

sigh...today's match was cancelled. Was kinda lookin forward to it, as this shu be an easy match, but the match was cancelled for some apparent reaason which i did not really take in from my coach, but anyway, sigh.....new week comin up....sucks

80

2005-05-20T23:12:00.000+12:00

yes...that's the number of the month!!! ahah...can you guess what it is? days to go to exam? days gone by in school? mins? hours? anything? ..well...the answer is -MY WEIGHT!!!!!
yup, i think it was yesterday i went to take my weight on the weighnin machine, expecting to see some decline from my previous measurement, but i had like the shock of my life!! 80 kg!!! i was like goin to go berserk!!! sigh..but i could have sort of expected it as i think if im not mistake eaten fish and chips and also pizza like eeryday this week! ahaha..anyway...sigh..
=((

6-0

2005-05-18T21:59:00.000+12:00

today after school had our first badminton match of the season. The way it goes is that it is best out of 6 sets, four ppl playing, and four sets is singles, 2 sets doubles. So, my team won all 6 sets against riccarton a2 team, my cousin's school, but he is in the a1 team.
He came too to play against our a3 team and similarly came up with the same scoreline. I first played the doubles and the game finished in 8 mins only! ahha..i tink that's my record so far..i think we won 15-6? or 15-7 ? around that region. Next i played a singles, and i won 15-5, easy game for me. I had to rush the game coz i TOT i had soccer later on durign the day, which turned out to be cancelled due to practises on the pitch there. so yea, no fun at all, ahaha..but a win is good, have to carry on from here. I had a small bet with my friend that my team will end up champion come the end of the season, bet on some food..ahaha...free food..who doesnt want to!! =) i think ill up that bet tomorrow...ehehe

wednesday

2005-05-16T21:53:00.000+12:00

This wednesday i'll be havinga double sports activity after school!! ahah....firstly, right after school i'll be playing a badminton match. I've decided that i wont be quittin after all, unless for unforseen reasons like i get a job which clashes with the time, but for the time being i'll be playin badminton. Part of the reason in me changing my mind is that because my friend had a wee chat with collin an suggested that me and my brobe put into the a2 team, and in the process kicking out some crap players. Another reason is also because there is my brother in my team. Although i don't really like to partner him and stuff, but i have to admit i rather partner him than anyone else in the school, and he can win single matches for us too, if he doesn't become too cocky during the match, which he does every singletime in a competition. So anyway, the format is 4 singles and 2 doubles, i have no idea why 4 singles, what if it becomes 3-3 i asked my friend, then the overall score would be counted, as in the overall points one gets from the team he replied. Then now im thinkin, wouldnt it be unfair then if one of the game goes into duece?? which is 3 extra points??
so yea, well, that's starting at 3.00 pm. After that, i have to rush back home and prepare for a soccer game!! aahah..=) my plan is to play the first singles, and try to getthem to play the doubles after that, so i can finish off fast and then go straight back home, maybe around 4? ahaha..=) depending on the opponents of course. So, the soccer venue will be held at a stadium!!! yee har!! my first time, and this is the best pitch in christchurch, even my coach told us that if we have never play on that pitch before, we MUST at least play once. So it should be pretty awesome playin there..=) all the best for me and my team!! ahaha..=)
So well, out of the topic here, i notice that there are alot of things happening right now, not good things, but bad things happening, which isn't very good. I don't really know what's happening, with my sai mui and also my tai cheh involve. But what i can tel my tai cheh is that, think from a different perspective ok??? I'll explain...=þ privately...

GIRL

2005-05-16T18:25:00.000+12:00

En Thein would like to dedicate this song - girl by destiny's child to betina, bev, cass, anne, and all her girlfriends!! =) enjoy..i recommend listening to it at the same time..and she adds that whatever happens, she will love you All and also she wants you all to smile always and be happy...just like her..=)

Take A Minute Girl Come Sit Down
And Tell Us What's Been Happening
In Your Face I Can See The Pain
Don't You Try To Convince Us That You're Happy (Yeah)
We've Seen This All Before
But He's Taking Advantage Of Your Passion
Because We've Come Too Far
For You To Feel Alone
You Don't Let Him Walk Over Your Heart
I'm Telling You

[Chorus]
Girl, I Can Tell You've Been Crying
And You Needing Somebody To Talk To
Girl, I Can Tell He's Been Lying
And Pretending That He's Faithful And He Loves You
Girl, You Don't Have To Be Hiding
Don't You Be Ashamed To Say He Hurt You
I'm Your Girl, You're My Girl, We're You're Girls
Don't You Know That We Love You?

[Verse 2 Kelly]
See What You All Don't Know About Him
Is I Can't Let Him Go Because He Needs Me
It Ain't Really Him It's Stress From His Job
And I Ain't Making It Easy
I Know You See Him Bugging On Me Sometimes
But I Know He Be Tired He Don't Mean It
It Gets Hard Sometimes
But I Need My Man
I Don't Think Ya'll Understand
I'm Telling You

[Chorus x2]

[Bridge Michelle]
Girl, Take A Good Look At Yourself
He Got You Going Through Hell
We Ain't Never Seen ya You Down Like This
What You Mean You Don't Need Us To Help?
We Known Each Other Too Well
Whoaaaaaa.....yeah..yeah

[Chorus x2]

[Beyonce:]
Girl I've been knowin' you since you were ten,
you cannot hide from your friends

1-3

2005-05-14T19:49:00.000+12:00

yup, that's the score between us and christchurch boys high after today's game. I can say that we were disappointed with the score as we controlled most of the match and the first two goals were mistakes made by us, but the same can't be said bout the third goal, which was really a cracker by their top-scorer - Ekor. He has scored 7 goals in 2 games only prior to this match and he really did score a wonderful goal. Taking the ball from the left side, he cut in and with his awesome pace he strucked it with his left foot into the top of the net.
WE managed to pull a goal back at the end , which might be improtant as the whole league might come down to goal difference. The wind was terrible today, blowing so strong and also influencing the movement of the ball in the air.
FOr now we're still in second place, which is a spot for the nationals, but we have to now start scoring some goals and also of course, win our remaining matches and wait for the return leg.

one of the best in history

2005-05-12T22:01:00.000+12:00

Did anyone of you watch the lightweight boxing match for the lightweight title? I suppose not , because i did not too, not the whole bout though. I did get a glimpse of the match during sports news, and it was truly one of the best matches, or should i say one of the best rounds in the history of the lightweight boxing competition.
Well, to make it short, what happened was this guy, i think his name is Castello, well, he got knockout in round 10( this happened in round 10) ...so yea, he got knockout twice and barely made it up to his feet by the count of 10. BUT!!!!! After the second fall, he managed to regain composure and TKO(technical knockout) his opponent. TKO means that the ref had to stop the fight coz this guy was getting beat up the life out of him. So yea, kinda cool match that was.

asshole

2005-05-12T18:29:00.000+12:00

There is this asshole in my school named Collin. This mother fucker is a fucking kiwi, and plays badminton. As a matter of fact, this cunt is the school's captain. Im sure in my previous post i have blogged a teeny weeny bit about this trash, but yesterday he just pissed me off so much!!
This stupid white ass dropped me into the badminton A3 team...with no apparent reason, and put in some fuckin shits in whom i bro trashed 11-1..mother fuckin fuckers....im going to quit badmitnon now...
son of a bitches.i am fuckin pissed off right now

taiwan vs malaysia

2005-05-11T18:18:00.000+12:00

Just last week i had a friend from taiwan tryin to argue with me and my friends about how good taiwa is compared to malaysia. WTF!?!?!?! i did not really join into the argument but i was just sittin there listening to all the bullshit he was talking about. Anyway, there were like 4 of us and only 2 of them, and the instigator of the argument was the taiwanese.
First they say that they have the tallest building in the world..101 or smtg..ok fine..i was the one who brought that up anyway, comparing it with the twin tower as the under-knowledged me forgotten that 101 was the tallest tower in the world, so i just accepted it and kept my mouth shut, but no, my friend wouldnt want to and all of a sudden he just keeps critisizingmalaysia and taiwan. That's when my other friends came in and all i have to do was just listenin to him making stupid and lame comments bout taiwan.....some people can just be so blind and annoying..ish~~!
p.s. No offence to any taiwanese reading this, i'm sure not all of you guys are like my friend...sigh~!!!
and that guy had the guts to call my mom a bitch...wtf man!! he was asking me in chinese 'kan ma' rite? so i said " wo zai kan ni ma" ....so well...all of u who know me will normally take this as a joke or smtg rite? since i've been making comments worse than this in lodge rite? but this stupid guy actually had the nerve to say 'ni ma si mu gou'..which translates to ur mom is a bitch....that time i was seething....if we were in lodge id slept his face right there and then. if he said that he wanna 'kan' my mom i don mind..since my mom is way prettier than his...but he said bitch...which saying im a 'son of a bitch'.....only i can say that to myself..that stupid idiot...but anyway..i just controlled my anger and get on with things......i think ive changed t become more patience....aaha..=þ thanks to who ler? lol..=þ

cold

2005-05-09T22:28:00.000+12:00

These few days can only be described in one word - COLD. Every morning, especially today which is a -2 degrees...i can c frost on the ground otuside my house. Ice covering the grass, and sometimes roads. Last nightmy mom parked her car otuside and when she wanted to drive it..the whole windscreen was ice...as in covered with ice..
Had soccer training today, had qutie a fun 'game' ...ahaha..not as in a match game, but a game type, where you like win points style of game. Kinda fun, and i might intro it when igo back to those of you who plays with my team. =) very very nice..aahaha...
having a pretty tough game comin up on satruday and i sure hope i wont be the one marking up the hard guy again. The other day i swear that would be the hardest person ill ever play with, so i don wan anymore, or ill just quit the team. I'll be going to joggin everyday outside practise days to work up my fitness levels. =) hopefully it'll improve.

bleh

2005-05-08T15:52:00.000+12:00

Just came back from my soccer match. A must-win game for us if we wanted to have a chance of going to the nationals. The team we met was also a rival for going to nationals and they lost their first game, so this was basically a must-win game for them too. As it turned out, the game ended in a tie , 1-1. We were disappointed as a mistake by our gk gave them their goal but we did well.
Me myself was like about to die on the pitch. They have by far the 2 best wingers i have ever played against. They were super fast, and hard to tackle. Real hard...if you think ust slliding into it and stuff is easy, then think again. That guy was just far out man...we even had to triple team them at times. Both the wingers...and triple team don always do the job too, that's how bloody good they are. I was so unfortunate to be given the job of playin on the wing, which means handling those wingers. I was really having all sorts of problems there, and lukily i was swapped towards the middle of the park, whcih is way way way easier!! .....good macth overall, need to work on my fitness again, and next week's opponent will be harder than today, because they trashed our opponents today 5-2 in the first game. =(

first week

2005-05-07T16:39:00.000+12:00

First week of the second term has ended!! Looking forward towards the weekend. It's kinda amazing how time flies ..right et? although sometimes you feel that time will never pass but somehow there are times where time just zoom past, and so another week gone. 29 more weeks to go...ahaha..well...school has been alright this week. No really any of those far-out works that teacher usually gives. Tomorrow there will be another soccer match, a crucial one for us if we want to go to the nationals. We MUST win tmrw, because that is a team that is also in contention to go to nationals and they lost their first game, so if we deal them another loss it would be hard for them. Badminton is also coming up, there's a meeting next tuesday, i thnik it's bout the draw and stufff. Not really interested, i just wanna go into the comp, don't really care who i'll play against. There's training also on wenesday but i don think i'll be goin to that also. =) Day's getting shorter and colder too...my gosh..ahaha...oh ...there was a post about 'meningicoccoli' rite? ahah...it's meant to be "MENINGOCOCCOL"...so yea..typo guys..sory!! =)
new word i learned this week, its a spanish word and also german word respectively and has the same meaning. Find it out urself. spanish is "CHUPAMELAPICHULA" and german goes " blas-me-in"...=þ

rich freaks

2005-05-05T15:54:00.000+12:00

PARIS, May 3 (Reuters) - Real Madrid's David Beckham is the best paid soccer player in the world, according to a survey published in France Football magazine on Tuesday.

With €25 million (£17.01 million) a year, England captain Beckham tops the table ahead of Real Madrid team mates Ronaldo, who earns 19.6 million euros a year, and Zinedine Zidane, on €13 million.

The three each have salaries of €6.4 million and collect €200,000 a year in bonuses.

But the 30-year-old Beckham earns an additional €18.4 million in advertising contracts, with Ronaldo receiving €13 million for his commercial deals and Zidane earning €6.4 million for his.

Inter Milan striker Christian Vieri is fourth in the standings, earning 12 million euros a year, followed by Juventus striker Alessandro Del Piero on €9.5 million and Chelsea midfielder Frank Lampard on €9.4 million.

Jose Mourinho, manager of English Premier League champions Chelsea, clearly benefits from owner Roman Abramovich's big spending policy, earning €7.5 million a year.

Five managers working in England are in the top 10 with Manchester United's Alex Ferguson coming second with six million euros a year, ahead of England manager Sven-Goran Eriksson (€5.8 million) and Arsenal's Arsene Wenger (€4.4 million).

Liverpool manager Rafael Benitez is ninth with €2.6 million a year.

However, Beckham is far behind golf's world number one Tiger Woods, who earns €66 million a year. Seven-times Formula One world champion Michael Schumacher is the second highest paid sportsman with €63.5 million. ( i was like !??!?!?!?!?!??!?!! )

Beckham is sixth behind Woods, Schumacher, NFL's Peyton Manning and NBA's Shaquille O'Neal and Michael Jordan.

Meningicoccoli disease

2005-05-02T20:55:00.000+12:00

First day of term two and we had assembly first thing in the morning. They were presented a short video clip of the meningicoccoli disease, and trust me, it is kinda gruesome. Well, what does it do you ask? hmm....let me c..there wud be the need of amputation of ur hands and legs...and also fatality. It just is so very terrible and you won't even know that you have it unless it strikes you, but of course there are symtoms you can watch out for. A few are headaches, vomitting, nausea, feelin weak and tired, and the more deadly, rash. IF you do get rash, i advice to go see teh doctor for a medical checkup and if you feel that something is wrong with you but the doctor denies it, be firm with him and also ask someone to watch for any signs of changes in you. This disease when it strikes, it takes only a few hours to kill you. You can cbe fine during breakfast and by dinenr time your dead. How does it spread? shared food and drinks, basically thorugh saliva. So please, don't share your drinks, and close your mouth when you sneeze or cough. Also, stay away from crowded areas. We're gonna have a vaccination mid june and we're goin to have 3 of them. I pretty scared now also..ahaha...and also to make things worse, new zealand has the highest rate of getting meningicoccoli disease in the modern world. what the hell man....ps...its not a virus, its a disease!!!

victory

2005-05-01T16:12:00.000+12:00

Ah, the first game of the season. The anticipation for it to come , and now its over. I just got back from it as a matter of fact. We won 3-0...comfortable victory and i maneged to score one!!! ahaha...finally i get to score a goal, i played as a striker, which is sort of a unfamiliar territory for me this year but i thoroughly enjoyed playing up front, but i know that when the regulars come back ill have to switch back to a midfield role. Nevertheless, a good game and can't wait for the next match, which is exactly nextr week. =)

first game

2005-04-30T16:18:00.000+12:00

Tomorrow will be the first game of the season. Can't really wait for that to actually start. Nex week school reopens and this means that badminton is starting too!! woo hoo!! ahah...i dono which i look forward to more, soccer or badminton. I think its badminton as i cant wait for myteam(a2) to meet the A1 team...muahahahah!!! assholes...those people are like so sucky and they can even get into the team because they are friends with the 'captain'. Anyway, my kind of sports is comin up, and that is the important thing, not cricket or stuff.

tired

2005-04-29T13:44:00.000+12:00

finally a day without any soccer match. For those of you who knows me, believe it or not, i'm starting to get sick of soccer now!! ahah, u'd never think that this day will come aye? ahah..but yea, really tired now from all the matches and training, although i can't deny that the training and matches have made me a much better player. The actual season starts this saturday, our team against Cashmere United, which according to my friends are one of the weakest team in the tournament, but you can never say weakest as there might be upsets along the way. Nevertheless, i hope to start again right from the first whistle, and if i don't , so be it. =)

Third!!

2005-04-28T17:41:00.000+12:00

Finally!! after all the shoves and pushes, the red cards, the arguments, those knocks, the feeling you get when you get a ball smashed right at your guts, finally, the tournament has been over, and my schoool( Burnside) has gotten third. With a little bit of luck we would have gotten first, but third is a good result anyway. =)
I think our team are the worst disciplined team in the tournament, with 3 red cards , this including the one our coach got, and countless of yellow cards. My leg is just sooo tired now and my feet is just so sore after all the running around the pitch. Fortunaltely , this pitch is like bloody small ( comparing with the actualy field of course...not lodgian pitch) so yea....that's cool. =)
Having another match this saturday...ahah..matches coming up short and fast.

tournament

2005-04-28T12:15:00.000+12:00

I had a pre-season soccer tournament..actually not 'had'..but 'having' because it hasnt ended yet. today is the last day and ill be having a match later on in the afternoon for the third and fourth placing, which is some sort of unlucky for us to be fair. There are two groups of teams, each consist of four teams, and the teams with the same postition i neach group will play each other in the finals. Yesterday we won a match and then lost another to the 'favourtites' ..last year's champions. We hung out for the game 1-1 till right at the end where we conceded a goal which costs us the win and of course, the top place. Completed the group this morning against another team which we won 2-0 with ten men. Our player was red-carded for swearing at the ref..lol..he just can't seem to keep his mouth shut and swore and swore and swore. So we huffed and puffed all the match and got the result we needed. In the first game there was more 'excitement'. The ref wa like having a grudge against us and sent off one player, and also our coach. That was real funny...ahaha..=)

Million Dollar Baby

2005-04-26T17:20:00.000+12:00

Just yesterday i was watching a tv programme and it was talking bout a four year old baby..baby girl to be exact and yes, she is worthed a million dollars!! i was like wht!?!?!?!??! Apparently, this girl drew some art and was sold in an auction for thousands...and then she continued drawin..and selling..and drawing, and selling. She is dubbed the next Picasso, or some other famous artist which i have absolutely no interest about. I don't see what is so great bout this girl's painting..just some chunk ofpaint here and there........sigh....the things people find amazing these days..

crazy

2005-04-25T14:37:00.000+12:00

OK ok, lets forget bout all the trouble we've been through with all the commotion and stuff, she's learnt her lesson im sure!! today is so freaking cold, it's raining ice!! eheh..actually its hail to be exact. For those like me who haven really seen a hail storm before this is something quite cool!! ehhe...it all happened last night when i was trying to sleep and all of a sudden there was loud banging at my window and i looked outside, it was so beautiful. Then, this afternoon the hail storm continued!! the above are some pictures taken!!It might look snow, but in fact its just ice!! Ice everywhere, on the street, gardens , cars....awesome!!

2005-04-24T19:34:00.000+12:00

others

2005-04-24T19:32:00.000+12:00

hail

don;t mess with my girl!

2005-04-24T14:11:00.000+12:00

It was hard to find a brotha that was down for me
So I'm tellin everybody let him be
Cause he's mine and I can't let no pigeons tryna take my baby
So I thought I had to let you know
Find someone that you can call your own
Cause now you're walkin in the danger zone
And if I touch you I'll be wrong
Don't you mess with my man, I'ma be the one to break it to ya
Got my girls, got my man, so find your own and leave mine alone
Don't mess with my man, I'ma be the one to break it to ya
Here's a little advice for you, find your own man
(Jagged Edge)
It was hard to find a girl that's really down for me
Seems like a lot of niggas tryin me
Cause they tryna take my baby, oh what the hell
So now you really better check yourself
Messin with my girl is bad for your health and
So you know you will be dealt with
Better find your own girl
Don't mess with my girl, I'ma be the one to break it to ya
Got my niggas, got my girl, so find your own and leave mine alone
Don't mess with my girl, I'ma be the one to break it to ya
Here's a little advice for you, find your own girl
(Nivea)
Girl I'm warning you, if you want my man
You should just keep your hands to yourself, now-now
(Jagged Edge)
And playa I'm warning you, if you want my girl
I suggest that you look but don't touch, now-now
(N) It was hard to find a brotha that was down for me, don't mess with my man
(Jagged Edge) It's hard to find a girl that's really down for me, don't mess with my girl
(N) Hard to find a brotha that was down for me, don't mess with my man
(Jagged Edge) So hard to find a girl that's down for me, don't mess with my girl
(Nivea)
Don't mess with my man, I'ma be the one to break it to ya
Got my girls, got my man, so find your own and leave mine alone
Don't mess with my man, I'ma be the one to break it to ya
Here's a little advice for you, find your own man
(Jagged Edge)
Don't mess with my girl, I'ma be the one to break it to ya
Got my niggas, got my girl, so find your own and leave mine alone
Don't mess with my girl, I'ma be the one to break it to ya
Here's a little advice for you, find your own girl
(Nivea)
Don't mess with my man, I'ma be the one to break it to ya
Got my girls, got my man, so find your own and leave mine alone
Don't mess with my man, I'ma be the one to break it to ya
Here's a little advice for you, find your own man
(Jagged Edge)
Don't mess with my girl, I'ma be the one to break it to ya
Got my niggas, got my girl, so find your own and leave mine alone
Don't mess with my girl, I'ma be the one to break it to ya
Here's a little advice for you, find your own girl

2005-04-23T16:20:00.000+12:00

hmm...it seems like i have quite a lot of feedbacks from people about my previous post! ahah, i really did n0t expect this kind of reception, but nevertheless, its encouraging,lol, not that i intend to write another of this post for a long time unless soemthing similar comes up again, which i doubt will happen again.
I was just wondering, for those of you who went to florence blog, have you ever notice that tehre isnt any shoutout box or anything for you to make comemnts? not that im awareof, so if you have see it, can you let me know? I think it was a smart move by her ( not putting a comment box) as it would be loaded with profanity day in day out,and it might probably be the most infamous blog of all time.
A week of holiday have passed and i still havent been up to anything. NExt week ill start taking my books and do some revision!! exams comin up next month...bleh! i hate exams..reminds me of lodge, which isnt a very plaesant thought bout exam papers.

what the fuck

2005-04-22T11:55:00.000+12:00

Now, let me see who this blog is dedicated to. I'll end this post by telling you all the answer, but i suppose by then it is all clear for all of you readers, i mean those who know me and my class. Firstly, i would like to say that this is entirely up to me to post this kinda blog and it has no connection whatsoever to other so- called 'whores' . In fact, these 'whores' have asked me not to blog about this.
So, here it goes. First of all, PLEASE, if you wanna bitch about some people, can you please address them and not make it so 'general'? Do not drag other innocent people down. If you wanna say 'bev the bitch' or 'daniel the bastard' , feel free to say so. This is a free world, you can post anything you like, so don't say those bitches...or those whores...who the fuck are THOSE anyway huh??
Secondly, i don't see what the fuck all this fuss is about. It wasn't even really meant to be directed to you, or maybe it's just you who is so self- centered. Anyway, if it isso true that it is directed to you, come on, haven you been called a bitch before?? why all of a sudden make the whole thing so big? and also, even if it's true it was directde at you and you only, just read it and shuddup, dont go around and start saying whores, and all those fucking words..oh yea...one that really 'touched' me was you saying "those ugly whores" ....Just for your information , they are probably one of the few prettiest girls in Lodge, and did they call you ugly right to your face? huh? NO...because they have at least some dignity in them. Do you think ur so pretty that you can call others ugly?? Buy a mirror and stare at it for awhile dude..then only comment on others!!! Another sentence which really provoked me was that you saying they don't deserve to be alive!??! now, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU !!! IF they don't deserve to be alive, what more say you? I can say that you don't even deserve to be fucking a dog, or a cat, or a fucking pony, let alone a guy, or a girl. But i won't say that, lets just say that if there's a vote on who would deserve to be alive more, then the votes would be landslide, and it sure isnt pointing towards you girl.
So lets just end this crap ok dude? We have move on, why bring it up again? Even I don't blog and bitch around about other people like U, for Francis, or whosoever right? get a life girl, and blog bout something else, bout ur life or about how you just wan pity from your new found friends.
p.S. this blog is dedicated to FLORENCE LEANG....so don't any of you think that this is directed at you, but just at Florence Leang.

holidays

2005-04-19T13:05:00.000+12:00

3rd day of holidays now and has been a uneventful day for me. Went over to my friends house and watched a replay of the nba all star game of 2003, which was kinda exciting and cool..west won the game in double overtime led by the MVP Kevin Garnett. Then after that here i am at home online doing nothing, which will bhat i would be doingin this holiday, nothing. 2 weeks it last, and i need all the rest and relazation i need to get back into studying shapefor the comin exams...bleh

I'll stand by you

2005-04-17T20:19:00.000+12:00

This is a song by Girls Aloud called ''l'll stand by you" and i want to dedicate this to et!! =) take care and have fun in everything that you do!!

Oh, Why You Look So Sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

Training

2005-04-16T17:36:00.000+12:00

Training, soccer training....that's what i had yesterday. It was very fun actually..the only down side to it was that we had to do one part of fitness training which was just crazy!! We were seperated into 2 groups, one is only the strikers...the other one was the rest. So off we go...running half the pitch...in 43 seconds!!! the most....you cant go past that time if not ud get punished...as in the whole team..like push up and stuff...the worst part of it was the we not only had to do it once..but3 times!! what in the world!!!! but anyway, i suppose that it was for our benefit. 3 times is jus thebeginning...it wil increase gradually...bleh..=þ
then after that we had some shuttles and a macth, which was fun. NExt came the penalty taking session...it was fun and funny too!! i scored from both my foot..ahaha...both top corner..which is a amazinf feat considering i am probably one of the worst penalty taker you will ever see of a striker!! lol...

The Sicilian

2005-04-14T15:29:00.000+12:00

This is also another book by MArio PUzo, author of Godfather.As a matter of fact, it is part of the Godfather!! eheh...this story evolves in the place called sicily, a state as you may call it in Italy. As most of you readers or watchers of the Godfather, Michael Corleone had to run to sicily because he had murdered someone.
A wekk prior to his comin back his father , the Godfather, asked him to fnish a business, that is to bring in Turi Guilliano, a hero in Sicily, back to America. In the course that followed, Michael learned that honesty doesnt always is the best solution as treacheries under treacheries are uncovered. Another fantasic book!! ahaha...=)
Now im reading another by Mario Puzo, Fools Die...i'm not really sure what it is about yet because i'm jus at the beginning..seems nice to me though!!

The Godfather

2005-04-11T21:47:00.000+12:00

This is probably one of the best books i have ever read...kind of regretted borrowing joel and co my Godfather discs!!! 3 of them!! sigh~! Was reading it and it was truly a wonderful book!! Brilliantly written!!
For those who doesn't know what the story is about..well..basically the Godfather is the man they call "Don Vito Corleone" ...don means head i think? the leader..they call them Don..so well..he is the most powerful of the mafia families in America. One day the peace he created was broken by a selfish Don who wantde to go into drugs,....so war was declared on the Corleone family, treachery and patience was the key in which the war was finally over and of cause..the god guys win!! muahahah!!! awesome book!! then there's another one called 'The Sicilian" ....its from the godfather as well...taken from a part of that book not talked bout in detail in The Godfather..might talk bout it some other time!!

interview

2005-04-11T18:09:00.000+12:00

I went for a job interview yesterday..i went ok for me. The job is for working at domino's pizza..and unfortunately i did not get the job,. Maybeit's because of my inexperience and lack of erm...working experience..ahaha..and also lack of confidence while answering their questions...because i was so neervous!!! Well, a good experience for me. I'm happy for my friend who got the job..now i'll be applying to work in Mcd's!! hopefully i'll get it!! =)

trial

2005-04-09T16:57:00.000+12:00

The trial was one of the worst i have ever gone to im my whole life..and i think it is the worst. firstly, tehre wasnt any organization AT all...but what made me annoyed the most was that this particular cunt put me in the a2 team without even seeign how i play. what the hell!?!? the a1 tea consists of all his friends..and he just simply put the name into the team... i dare to bet that i can beat the whole a1 team all by myself..because the people here are just shit..no offence if your one of them..what i mean is the a1 team are shit...i dono bout the leader..they said that he is the best..but i think he is just one of the garbage where people think he is good but in fact he isn't. I am jsut so damn pissed off right now..but it doesnt matter..because in the competition we will be in the same division..so this means that we wopuld be meeting them..and when we do a2 will trash a1....and mke them all humiliate and eat dirt....btw..a1 all mostly ang mo.....banana!!

trials

2005-04-09T14:22:00.000+12:00

Trials

2005-04-07T16:32:00.000+12:00

Now that winter is getting closer and closer, it's not only getting colder and colder, but the sports too are getting better and better!! This friday there would be badminton trials for the A team players..how do you define A team or not u ask..well..it's easy...at first they asked you to fill your name in it and then state which team that you THINK or feel you should be in...and then later go for trials...naturally i put myself into the A team category..there i slike A1, A2, and A3 team..cause the school is so big and badminton is such a popular sport. so , trials this friday, hope ill be able to get into the A1 team..=)

what luck

2005-04-06T13:44:00.000+12:00

went to see the doctor just now. There's bad news and good news for me. The good news is that i do not need to undergo any surgery afterall!!! the bad news is that it is because the wart on my foot is in such a spot that it would be one of the most painful spot to have a surgery, that's why the doctor advised me against havin one unless it is totally nessecary. He also added that IF the wart was like maybe half a cm away from the one that i have now on my foot, then surgery would be easy and minimal pain, but no, mine just had to be in that certain spot!!
Lukily, there's another way to 'fight' it, and that is to put a acid crystal onto it..costs $45!! but hopefully it'll work this time..if not then surgery is next on the cards..=(
in two weeks time i'll be having my first term holidays for about 2 weeks. In that 2 weeks ill be having a pre-season soccer tournament to gear ourselfs up for the actually tournament which will be held after the school reopens. this is also a chance to see our opponent's strength and weaknesses.

fear....

2005-04-05T13:25:00.000+12:00

Tomorrow MIGHT be the day i'll be finally removing my ever-so-annoying Varucca, or warts. An appointment is made with the doctor in charge of me and i think i might be having a minor surgery on my foot to remove it once and for all. My cousin had her done around last week and now her whoe feet is covered cause apparently it still bleeds cause of all the holes !!! She had like 5 removed...ouch!! i hope everything goes well...

2005-04-04T10:35:00.000+12:00

Really had fun the past two days with my mother gone!!! ahaha...did not do anything except watch movies and go online..yea..that's probably bout it!! lol...but things will go back to normal in just another few hours time when my mom returns...sigh~!!! it would not be till september when she goes back to kuching..whcih means freedom!!! then, my dad will come over..but my dad is awesome..so yea..he's cool...=)
I watched two mivies last night, one called erm...Wild Things, the other one is Poison Ivy( The Seduction)....It was kinda nice, erm..the story line and also the erm..scenes!! ahahh...it is strictly under-18...trust me....lots of erm...scenes...ahah...=þ lol...(sorry et!! i din noe it will be like that one!!!) ...well..was watchin Cruel Intentions 3 in themorning before i went to church.....planning to continue later on..=)
Wild things 2 is comin out!! or has it? preview seems cool..nice..have scenes too..ahaha

YEAH

2005-04-03T10:06:00.000+12:00

'Yeah'..that is possibly one of my all-time favourite song!! It is sung by Usher, who was by fay the best artist of 2004, Lil Jon, and Ludacris. The first time i heard that song was when i was in the car on my to tuition and immediately i took a liking to it. Apparently, the song was only a 'fun' song made by the artists and wasn't even meant to be released as a single , but hey, these things happens right? and at the end of the year, it was the best song of 2004 on the Rick Dees Top 40..which is awesome. i've probably ehard the song like 50 times? or more...and i still love it!! like i still like Troy and White Chicks, i might talk bout that some other time...YEAH!!

yeessssss

2005-04-02T12:16:00.000+12:00

YAY!!! 3 days of freedom!!! muahahahhahaha!! my mom has left for queenstown, which is around 10 hours drive from christchurch!!! yay!!! lol....no one to control me for three days!!! she go there for a tiny holiday for herself along with my neighbours. Had a bloody physics paper today! i think i can only get like 5 out of 40 marks!! shoot man..i just forgot how to do all the questions!!! aahhhh!!!! but anyway, it's over and there's no use duellling on it for too long right? im ok now..and that saying goes for ervything that happens in your life, don't duel on things which have ahppened...but move on and make decisions accordin to what HAS already happen.

=)

2005-04-01T15:01:00.000+12:00

next month is the football season!! yee har!!! Now is the beginning of autumn..and what a bloody cold season!! i'm just shivering almost ervy second...even at home!! i have to wear like 3 thick layers now...i have no idea how i am going to go through winter!! aaahhh!!! but at least badminton and soccer are starting now..so tat's cool!! =) had a training just now and tis idiot tackled me with his studs up!!! what in the world!! he would get a red in a game!! ass!! everyone hates him...and so do i

quotes

2005-03-31T11:50:00.000+12:00

"Show me someone who never gossips and i'll show you someone who isn't interested in people."
"The fewer the facts, the stronger the opinion."
"What i've learned is that life is too short and movies are too long."
"A man is a success if he gets up in the morning and gets to bed at night,and in between does what he wants to do."
Every year there 12000 applicants applying for the Microsoft job , wanting to have the opportunity to work with Bill Gates. Instead of asking normal questions, interviewers tend to ask challenging questinos that makes someone think outside-the-box. One of the question goes like this:
"Mike and Todd have $21 between them.Mike has $20 more than Todd. How much does each have? You CAN'T use FRACTIONS."
so yea..have you got the answer? no fractions allowed in this!!If you can get this right, you are should i say , a step to qualify working for Microsoft. Tzy wen, can you work this out? or benita? ahha...please explain ur answer...in the shoutout box...

Horse-riding

2005-03-30T08:30:00.000+12:00

How many of you out there have rode on a horse before huh? ahah, well, i did it yesterday and believe me, it was awesome!! my horses name is called Zan and he likes to eat a lot..keeps on bending down to eat grasses or leaves on the tree. Zan is a very nice horse, very er...'kuai'...ehehe..very nice! eheh...we walked up the mountain and had a look at the beautiful scenary there....furthermore, the weather was perfect as well!! the whole ride took an hour or so, and also about RM1000 !!! lol...this is something i won't do everyday, but if yo get the chance, try it!!

hammering

2005-03-28T17:11:00.000+12:00

As what the topic is, our school soccer team got hammered just now 5-0 by a football club..i think it's called Westside or something lidat. Personally i did not really enjoyed the game as my invlovement in it was i think 20 minutes in total only. 10 in the first half and another 10 in the second half! ahah....i got subsituted because of an injury. In the first half while going for a 50-50 ball i had a knock at my left thigh..doesn't sound painful? try it!! it hurts like hell! so i was sub immediately and in the second half i went in and guess what? i got another knock at the exact same sort..what luck!! ahaha..anyway, it was a tough tough match, we got closed down so fast and stuff...5-0,...all was our own mistakes, like through corner kicks and stuff, they did not manage break us down, which was the positive side of things...now all i have to do is rest my leg...er...sorry et!! i got injure liao!!! ehhe..=þ ntg big la..small thing nia..don worry!! eheh

hammering

2005-03-28T13:34:00.000+12:00

as what the title said, my school's soccer had a hammering against a club side just now. We lost 5-0. The only positive thing that could be taken out from the game was tht they did not manage to berak us down. In fact, all 5 goals were because of our failure to defend in set- pieces, which is corners and stuff.
my personal invloment in it was only around 20 mins. 10 in the first half and 10 in the second half. this is because i suffered a pretty hard knock at my left thigh, once in f1st half and once in the second half.right at the same sort!! bullocks!! it hurts kinda bad...but to et: don worry k?? ehhe..ill be fine!! sorry to get injure!! when the last time in ur mail u said tat i wont get injure liao..sigh!! ahah...=þ

2005-03-28T09:10:00.000+12:00

match yesterday was crap!! ahah...we played against the Universiti students and they sure were tough!! in the end the score was 1-1...a very good result for us considering they had like 70% of the possesion!!ahah...they are very very physical and i got a knock on my ankle just 5 mins intot the 1st half and it now still hurts. This is even worse than when we play Petra Jaya, trust me, if lodge were to play this team, we would be trashed worse compared to the scorelinewe had against petra jaya, which of course is my mom's school! ahaha...man, she stil wont stop telling people how much her school trashed us!!
well, that's all for now, having another match later on again!! this sucks!

match

2005-03-27T06:51:00.000+12:00

In another 4 hours time i'll be playing in anothe pre-season game for my school. At least now the hardest part has passed, that i to get into the final squad of players. So now the challenge for me is to break into the first team lineup, which is kinda hard as everyone here is bloody good, but nevertheless, i'm improving with every trainign session i get, which is the purpose of goingto trainign of course. We'd be playing against a Universiti team, their first team , and accordingto the coaches, this would be our toughest match so far. Our last game was already kinda hard although we prevailed 5-1. It's all against the adults and we scored most of them because of mistakes made by the opponents. Hope that i'd eb having a good game later on. followedby this we'd most probably have another match tomorrow as well!! cool!! who says that i acnt play any football here ?? ahah..=þ

tis sucks

2005-03-26T10:22:00.000+12:00

I’ve just found out that living in another country isn’t that all good. Firstly, you have to miss all the good food that you could have in Malaysia. Other than that, there is the activities that me and my friends usually do together which im missing out now since that im gone. Next, there is the most important thing that’s missing here- my friends. My friends in Malaysia are just uncomparable. If i could choose whether i would wan to make friends with them again right at the beginning, i wouldn’t want to, because they are the best people in the world. There is the ever smart and helpful tzy wen, and my tai jie and sai mui, Benita and Beverly, there is also my football pals- Adrian and indra, there is also my friends whom i usually kid around- Roderick and Nick, and the chess ‘kings’ kin chern and Joel and also Derek, there are also those whom i’m not THAT close to but are my good friends like Fay ying, evelyn, Pei ren, Benjamin(Ian Thorpe). Other than those people whom i have mentioned above, there is also one other person i would like to mention who have made a difference in my life – En Thein. I think my life became better because of her, and i think that because of her, i’ve become a much better person, learning to forgive and forget, and also to trust someone, and that miracles can happen.
Well, i apologize for those who i have forgotten to mention above, but yea, i do miss friends. Funnily, this is not my point of my blog. Ahaha..well, the thing is that im quite unhappy here being without everyone around me, my usual friends. Here i’ve made new friends, but they aren’t just ‘my type’ of friends. There are only a handful of people here whom i can really say that they are my ‘friends’. They are: jonathan, Patrick, hao wei, albert,alex , Li Ying, Morisson, Andy, Natalie, Hannah Kim. That’s about it. Sad huh you would think looking at the list, but that’s it, seriously. The rest are just…….how do i put it…they are just kinda annoying to me, and also tend to get on my nerves a lot of times. I’ve tried to be patient but ah, i don’t know how long i can be. AAAHHHH….miss Kuching…this sucks!!

Holidays

2005-03-25T16:20:00.000+12:00

Starting tomorrow ill be having a short holiday..supposed to be easter holidays...for like 5 days..but then starting next month ill be having my 1st term holidays!! muahaha...for like 2 weeks..swesome stuff...
had 2 tests today...both of them i tink i did enuf to pass, not gaining excellence..but passed....
hey jeff!! im sorry i don't remember you anymore..and did u say u come from 'negraska'? or smtg like that? where is that? sounds cool, though my mom's a geo teacher but i don't think i have her er...knowledge..
had football training just now!! ah..tired..ehehe...would be having onegame on this comin saturday against a U team, and maybe another one on sunday!! hey tw, can you organize a match for us next year? ahahha..when the school reopens and im back there, or when everyone's back? i want you to organize now because i want to give them time to train, one year, because i think if i go back now and play with them with our team, and with the new things i learned here with all the tactics and stuff, i think we would be trashing them real bad, which isnt fun at all, so yea, give them like almost a year to train properly and then we'd challenge them!! ok tw? =)

2005-03-24T07:26:00.000+12:00

FINALLY i've completed my stupid assignment. It took me 2 and a half hours to do some stupid data crap. Forget bout it. I'll be having two tests tomorrow, stats and also chem and then ill have like 5 days off for the easter holidays, and starting next month will have my 1st term break!! yee har..for 3 weeks!! ahahah
and jsut for your information, the time difference now between here and malaysia is just four hours , i forgot to tell you guys we had day light saving on sunday. Slept an extra hour. btw, congrats to et for passing her way-overdue driving test!! ahah, at least now i can have some transportation!! =þ
yo nick, er..well..what can i remember that u asked me? oh, i got 3 a1 and 2 a2, and er..4 b3 and 2 b4. yea, not tat good, not tat bad also la actually..eheh..well..my leg isnt getting any better, in fact thepiece of thing is getting bigger, and instead of doing another liquid nitrogen , me and mom have decided to do an operation on it to just get the whole thing out all at one time, during maybe the term holidays, untill then ill have just bear the pain!!
Might be having another game later on this week so yea..cool

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2005-03-23T12:39:00.000+12:00

I am now in the middle of doing a stats assignment and it is just sooooooooooo freaking frustrating beacause im just not sure how to do it. It is so stupid and a waste of time, and still we have to do it. Son of a bitch, i've actually kinda given up on this piece of shit for now, it is due this coming thursday. fuck it